Thy nerves are SHOT! I cant even stand the emotional train I am riding right now. It truly is an amazing feeling that none other than a surrogate could possibe possess. Really, I am carrying someone else's baby...insanity! I thought babysitting could be slightly taunting, whole new ball game here sister. Tomorrow is the big day, day of excitement and anticiaption...we have been through so much and just to see it/them is going to be surreal. I cant help but to wonder what if somethings not right, what if I have been stubborn and done something wrong, what if? Then I step back from the situation regroup and realize this is life, and its my life. I have true and utter faith unto the Lord Almighty, with him there is no worry for he wants nothing but the best for me and every other party involved. Look to the sky and thank him for he is good.
"Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life"?
Matthew 6:27 NIV
I am no saint but I do know that worry is a sick addiction that can consume and destroy. Not today, not for me. Smile this girls having a baby!
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